Saturday, December 27, 2008

It's Been Awhile

So my blogging hasn't been as up to date as I'd like it to be lately, but I've decided that when I'm busy, the last thing I want to do is write about how busy I am. So here are all of the fabulous thoughts, feelings, quotes, song lyrics, and significant events rolling around in my head. This is the only way I know to get them out. Yes it is time for another fabulous bullet list!

  • "Me and snow, we're through!"
  • All four seasons of LOST! Hooray!
  • Thank heavens for snow plows, and good tires.
  • "I wish I had a river, I could skate away on."
  • It's hard that you live so far away.
  • Math is out to get me, and I might not escape.
  • I am much to young to have a good friend married!
  • Christmas came and went much faster than I would have liked.
  • Too much, too fast.
  • I wish I could be home more.
  • "Have the courage to fail big and stick around! Make em' wonder why your still smilin'."
  • Would you please just let me talk! No second guessing.
  • I hope that you're really happy, and not just putting up a front because you're too sad to live your life the same way.
  • My sisters are extremely important to me, spending time with them keeps me sane.
  • Why do I still miss you?
  • I hope they call me on a mission...well somedays anyway.
  • I love knowing that you see me as an adult, with the ability to make my own decisions.
  • "So what, I am a rock star, got my rock boots....boots?" Isn't it moves?
  • Did I do something to offend you, or do you just not like me for no reason?
  • "If....if is good."
  • I have lost my faith in the US postal system...
  • Still not sure how and if you fit
  • "That and my pants are filled with starfish."..."You and your hobbies."

So as you can see, my head is filled with lots of confusing and sometimes contradicting thoughts. I guess the biggest problem is that right now, I don't know what I want. That indecision is creates problems in all aspects of my life: friends, family, school, work, relationships, and even church. So I guess the main question is what do I want?