It's Been Awhile

So my blogging hasn't been as up to date as I'd like it to be lately, but I've decided that when I'm busy, the last thing I want to do is write about how busy I am. So here are all of the fabulous thoughts, feelings, quotes, song lyrics, and significant events rolling around in my head. This is the only way I know to get them out. Yes it is time for another fabulous bullet list!

• "Me and snow, we're through!"
• All four seasons of LOST! Hooray!
• Thank heavens for snow plows, and good tires.
• "I wish I had a river, I could skate away on."
• It's hard that you live so far away.
• Math is out to get me, and I might not escape.
• I am much to young to have a good friend married!
• Christmas came and went much faster than I would have liked.
• Too much, too fast.
• I wish I could be home more.
• "Have the courage to fail big and stick around! Make em' wonder why your still smilin'."
• Would you please just let me talk! No second guessing.
• I hope that you're really happy, and not just putting up a front because you're too sad to live your life the same way.
• My sisters are extremely important to me, spending time with them keeps me sane.
• Why do I still miss you?
• I hope they call me on a mission...well somedays anyway.
• I love knowing that you see me as an adult, with the ability to make my own decisions.
• "So what, I am a rock star, got my rock boots....boots?" Isn't it moves?
• Did I do something to offend you, or do you just not like me for no reason?
• "If....if is good."
• I have lost my faith in the US postal system...
• Still not sure how and if you fit
• "That and my pants are filled with starfish."..."You and your hobbies."

So as you can see, my head is filled with lots of confusing and sometimes contradicting thoughts. I guess the biggest problem is that right now, I don't know what I want. That indecision is creates problems in all aspects of my life: friends, family, school, work, relationships, and even church. So I guess the main question is what do I want?