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Once again, there has been a long break between blogs. With all the other stuff I have to do, I'm afraid blogging has been the last on my list of priorities. (And trust me the list is long) So here, in no particular order, are some of my thoughts and feelings over the last couple of weeks.

~I am so ready to be out of Logan. I've learned some of the hardest lessons of my life by living up here. I've found myself, and some true friends. However, my time here is ending, and I am welcoming the change. I truly feel that I'm moving on to something better. Finals week anxiety and restlessness is beginning to take hold and to be honest, the sooner I get out of Logan, or more specifically my apartment, the better.

~I started to count the number of days that there are left until Steve and I get married. It was depressing, so I've decided to keep referring to it as 3 and 1/2 months. Even though it's the same amount of time, it seems shorter. I'm very excited for what the next 3 and 1/2 months has in store for us. For one, we'll finally be living in the same city. He and I have been doing long distance since we began dating in November, and I don't know how much longer we would be able handle it. True we'll have a very busy summer with family trips, wedding planning, and working 2 jobs each but we will be in the same city. It can only be a good thing!

~My last day of work is on Monday. My final hoorah at the good old credit union has come much more quickly than I'd thought. It has been a wonderful job and I have been so grateful to have been able to work there. My coworkers have become a second family, and I couldn't have survived in Logan without their support.

~I got everything done on that 40 line list of mine. Every single thing has been crossed off. Granted it took me a week and a half to do it, but it is finished and I feel accomplished. No the homework ends, and the test prep begins. I have 3 finals, but only one is that important. It's the first and unfortunately the most difficult set to begin at 7:30 next Tuesday. It is imparative that I pass this test, and not only pass, but do well! I REFUSE to retake this class! REFUSE!

~I've learned over the last few weeks that relationships do not have to be perfect. I'm learning that loving someone is being able to say that through the good, AND bad, and sometimes the ugly, that you still want to share your life with them. Two people creating a life together certainly isn't easy and some days seem much more difficult than others. However, even though I know relationships aren't perfect, I have also come to realize that you can have perfect moments. Sure relationships aren't always sunshine and rainbows, but that doesn't mean you have to be frustrated, or worried or fighting all the time either. Sometimes....life is just pretty darn good and it should be embraced.